2010/11/29

Another broken heart.

I am so cold,
So alone,
I've never needed anything like you before,
But you just leave me alone in the darkness,
I can feel the frost bite nibbling on my toes,
My face stings from the bitter cold,
I'm wish there was a small fire,
Or even just a spark,
I feel like I'm just going to freeze to death,
I look around,
It's all still darkness,
I feel around,
I feel something colder than my heart,
It feels like a small gun,
A pistol maybe,
I feel for the trigger,
I just want to end the coldness of the air,
I put it to my head,
Count to 3...
1....
2.....
3.....
But no I can still feel the air,
I'm not dead,
I check the bullets,
And there are none,
I feel around again,
This time a small flashlight,
I turn it on,
All I see around me is trees
I walk a few steps and  fall,
I stand up,
And keep going,
I wake up.....
This is my sign to keep going and never give up.