2010/11/23

A new broken world.

If the world is so beautiful,
Why are so many people in it broken?
Why do we cry so much?
Why is there so much heart break?
Where is all the joy gone to?
If I could take away all the tears
All the broken hearts
And all the destroyed lives,
I would
And I would turn them into smiling faces,
Loving hearts,
And beautiful souls,
But that's only if I could,
But I can't do a thing for the world,
It has a mind of its own,
So much hate,
So much love is gone,
Where did it all go to?
And how can we fix it?

2010/11/22

My Perfect Disaster.

He is...
Beautiful,
Brilliant,
Gorgeous,
Amazing,
Great,
Trustworthy,
Loving,
Destructive,
Broken,
Impatient,
Peaceful,
Abusive,
Intelligent,
Different,
Insane,
And,
Perfect all at the same time,
He's my perfect disaster,
He's my shoulder to cry on,
He's my evertything,
When he's not here,
I'm nothing,
When he dies,
I'll be even more broken,
When he lies,
It only makes me worse,
If he hurts me,
It only makes me need him more,
I can't live without him,
And he still doesn't realize how much he hurts me,
I'm broken more than he'll ever know,
If anything ever happens to him,
I'll just become more of a depressed mess,
It would be if I just died inside,
I already feel like I'm nothing to him,
If only he knew...
I wouldn't be this way....
He's my perfect disaster. </3