I want to give up so bad,
I want to just say heck with it,
But God says keep trying,
Keep going,
Don't give up,
I have never cried so hard in my life,
I am more depressed than I have ever been,
I'm losing hope in everything,
I can barely trust my best friend anymore,
I just need the strength if I have to be strong,
I will not go down without a fight,
I will not turn away from my church family,
I will not give up,
I can't help but think,
What's going to happen next,
I don't know what will happen next,
All I can do is pray.
