"Dear Mom,
I know you never loved me. I know you didn't even care about me. I know that you wished I would die. So here I am with that pistol you always tried to hide from Bran. My life isn't worth suffering for, It's not even worth living anymore. Ever since Dad died and you got re-married, my life has just been a living hell. Others may not see it this way but I do. Bran never treats me right. I never told anyone about him abusing me. And I never told anyone about you abusing me. I just wish when you had that gun up to my that you would have just pulled the trigger. I know I'm not worth anything to you. I know I'm not worth anything to Bran either, if he did he wouldn't have abused me. I might not be good in your eyes but I am in God's I am. You should have stop while you were ahead. Now the blood is on your hands. This is my final goodbye, I love you and God loves you, I'm going to see Jesus in heaven.
Forever,
Austin."
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