My Perfect Disaster.

He is...

Beautiful,

Brilliant,

Gorgeous,

Amazing,

Great,

Trustworthy,

Loving,

Destructive,

Broken,

Impatient,

Peaceful,

Abusive,

Intelligent,

Different,

Insane,

And,

Perfect all at the same time,

He's my perfect disaster,

He's my shoulder to cry on,

He's my evertything,

When he's not here,

I'm nothing,

When he dies,

I'll be even more broken,

When he lies,

It only makes me worse,

If he hurts me,

It only makes me need him more,

I can't live without him,

And he still doesn't realize how much he hurts me,

I'm broken more than he'll ever know,

If anything ever happens to him,

I'll just become more of a depressed mess,

It would be if I just died inside,

I already feel like I'm nothing to him,

If only he knew...

I wouldn't be this way....

He's my perfect disaster. </3