What he is and what he does.

He drives me insane with his beautiful face
Amazing smile
Gorgeous eyes
Perfect nose
And calming voice
He keeps every secret I've ever told him
He makes me happy every time he speaks to me 
And takes away my breathe with every look
He's funny, sweet and beautiful
I wish to spend everyday of the rest of my life with him
I can't spend a single second not thinking of him
It feels like a life time waiting on him to talk to me
Even though I haven't seen him since the beginning of the summer
He's been in my heart every time I've needed him
He gives me the strength I need to carry on
And I'd take a bullet to the head for him
I wouldn't even think twice about it
He makes me feel complete when it comes to me falling apart
And it kills me to know I'll never be good enough for him
And that he's found someone else that he loves
And that treats him terribly
I miss his love
Secrecy
And smile
And now I know I will never be happy without him
I won't say I couldn't live without him
Because I know I could but it would be the most depressing life ever
I wish I could show him how much I love him
That it would make him realize how depressed I am without him
I've tried living without your support
But i failed terribly
Every single night I broke down crying
Praying for you to realize
I know that you don't care
But sadly someone has to
That would be me
I can only be so strong
I've been told to move on and just forget about you
But I just can't
You're my everything
I love you with all my heart
This feeling will never go away</3