I Only Wish...

I wish I could stop,

I wish I didn't love him,

I wish I had never met him, 

I wish I didn't feel this pain because of him, 

I wish it wasn't true,

But it is,

I honestly need you,

I wish I didn't have ears to hear his voice,

I wish I didn't have eyes to see his face,

I wish I didn't have a mouth to speak to him,

I wish I didn't have hands to hold him with,

But I do and it is impossibly to let him go from this point of my life, 

I need him more than I ever have, 

This is why I'm in this state of depression, 

Why does love have to hurt so much?